| lorenaelisa ( @ 2005-02-18 07:57:00 |
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My car, maybe me...need a mechanic, a new one
Yeah so I missed my internship yesterday. My car is being DUMB. One day it works, the next it is puttin' away-seriously, the next day it needs a jump to start.
The days go by slowly as I wait for him to call me. My marine. The strange thing is that I am falling more and more "Out of Love" with the Unavailable one. I will always love him I'm sure-but I don't have this overwhelming desire to receive a voicemail from him or to even see him as much. Sometimes those voicemails that I listened to at least 5 or 6 times over and then saved, well-sometimes it takes me days to even actually listen to the whole thing.
I'm becoming more secure. He has helped me a lot. I think it may also have to do with my focus on gaining the Marine's love or lust or whatever.
My car probably just needs a tune-up. Get cleaned up, get cleaned out. Maybe that is it. Maybe I just need to be cleaned out. Anyone know a good mechanic for either part?
Oh yeah...this 40 year old man thing...well, another hottie came in to the Restaurant last night, 19 years old. Just wrong. Completely wrong.
Yeah, I need new spark plugs, maybe even a battery... !?!?!?
--lorenaelisa