I am now on my 5th/6th job of the summer (I won't count doing some guys laundry for 50 bucks a pop, Babysitting some guys kids or the BJ i gave for 2 bucks-still not very good at any of the above). Server at a biker bar/restaurant, Bartender at a Greek owned bar and grill, server at Applebee's-all I quit. Then after 1 week, then I was a substitute teacher at a grade school until summer school ended, I have done weddings once a month for the folks downstairs, and now I am at a BORING, barely make enough to put gas in my car, golf course.



I want to move. I want to move to L.A. but I want to keep my apartment. Can not let go of the apartment. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. o.k. on that nut..i mean Note, I'm depressed/anxious/frustrated...hungry.